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Where are you on your spiritual path?

Posted on Nov 23rd, 2008 by Mathew : birthing Mathew
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for November 23, 2008:

Free-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Fallin'

Tom Petty And The Heartbreakers - Free Fallin'


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mum's  the word : Cosmic Explorer
14 minutes later
mum's the word said

It's 'petty rock and roll'n'……LOL…….”good tunes”!!
It's good to fall in such a light of goodness, yet to instill, isn't it:-)))))))

“V” and love

Kris : Messenger of Light
about 1 hour later
Kris said

Hey Mathew….  it's really spiraling upward to a new level of consciousness - it just feels like falling at times because the path seems a bit unfamiliar…

Light & Love,
Kris : )

Mathew : birthing
about 1 hour later
Mathew said

mum's the word –just couldn't resist the petty r&r! :-)

Kris – I'm sure you're right – I took a leap without a net several years ago and well, I'm still in search of solid ground, or maybe I've left it for good. It sure feels that way some days! 

Love,  Mathew

Kris : Messenger of Light
about 2 hours later
Kris said

Solid ground is a mere illusion we create in our own mind in order for us to feel more secure…  let the wind take you into the embrace of the unconditional love source…  it is here we all find ourselves… 

: )  X O

Kris

Mathew : birthing
about 3 hours later
Mathew said

That reminds me – a trusted guide once said to me, “Place yourself amidst an ocean of love and you will drift without effort to the land of your dreams.” Well, I have been loving and drifting to the best of my abilities ever since – but the dreams, well, they are as elusive as ever. Funny, I had that saying pinned over my desk for many years – then one day in a fit of frustration, I scrawled across it – “Be prepared to wait indefinitely!”

I understand what you are saying, Kris – but we all have to live in this world, illusions notwithstanding – and well, I am still very much caught in a seemingly endless drift, free-fall, void, what-ever-name-you-may-call-it  – it is so very uncomfortable in many ways – nevertheless, I am committed to see where the wind and the ocean currents will take me. I have invested too much of my heart and soul in this journey to do anything else. ;-)

Mathew   xoxo

Kris : Messenger of Light
about 3 hours later
Kris said

Mathew as I write these things I think I'm writing them for myself as much as you…  I have been in a space of void as of late and just know it's a process and apparently something I need in order to grow…  Sometimes I get a bit irreverent and impatient and I ask my guide/angle “what in the eff do you want from me?”…

“Place yourself amidst an ocean of love and you will drift without effort to the land of your dreams.”  I love this… thanks for sharing.

Blessings,
Kris : )

Mathew : birthing
about 3 hours later
Mathew said

Thanks, Kris. I know your heart is in a good place, and I appreciate your comments. I also relate to the irreverent guide talk. Done lots of that! :-)  Right now I'm in a phase where I'm goin' it alone though – at least, the two way communication with the guides and angels is on pause for reasons unknown. I'm sure that's a significant factor contributing to the free-fall talk!

I'm glad you like the quote. Hope you don't find yourself scrawling across it one day as I did! ;-)

Love,

Mathew

Kris : Messenger of Light
about 4 hours later
Kris said

Maybe they Angels/Guides got lost in the move LOL…  Actually when I have moved from one place to another it took me a while to feel at home and I do remember having the feeling of not being in touch with my Guides…  I'm certain it's a temporary thing and it may require a bit of meditation and focusing on your third eye.  Am I making sense…  Close your eyes and focus on the third eye and ask for them to come into focus.  Also, sometimes when I talk to them I talk out loud “yes just like they were any other person” as if they are right in front of me… then I just see what pops into my head…

Just some ideas that work for me…
Much love,
Kris : )

Mathew : birthing
about 5 hours later
Mathew said

LOL! I think I gave 'em the slip. Actually, I lost my connection a few months ago – well before the move was ever contemplated – and yes, your advice makes perfect sense. Problem is, I think I am somewhat fed up with them right now – given the lack of material change, and the lack of dreams coming to fruition – I think it's probably a good thing that I am forced to take a few steps on my own right now. Though I'm pretty sure I'll come around again soon enough!

Thanks so much for the suggestions. I too have talked out loud on occasion. But never when any living humans are within earshot! I'm not anxious to encourage anyone to alert the white-suited men with the straight jackets! LOL

Love,

Mathew

Mathew : birthing
about 15 hours later
Mathew said

Okay, maybe I'm not really so fed up — on second thought, I think that was the hurt feelings talking – I have no idea why I lost my connection – but to a certain degree, there was a lot of hand holding going on – so maybe it is akin to having the training wheels taken off my bike. I know we're not truly alone – we're all connected – and we-re all one with Souce – therefore, all one with each other – but that knowledge doesn't prevent me from feeling alone sometimes.

Thanks for the conversation, Kris   xoxo

Kris : Messenger of Light
about 16 hours later
Kris said

I had an interesting conference call this morning about manifesting dreams…  It takes work and more work…sometimes you can devote alot of time to your dreams and then sometimes life happens and your focus is led elsewhere for a time.  Just don't give up… things come to fruition when they are suppose to which unfortunately sometimes is not the timeframe you have in mind…  I get this one BIG TIME!

You are not alone… and just because the training wheels have been detached it doesn't mean the connection is lost… sometimes you just have to ride your bike on a seemingly empty path and then low and behold you find a friend… a guide… a guardian… (they were always there, just maybe hiding behind a bush out of sight) LOL


Don't worry about the guys in the white suits showing up… they haven't found me yet…LOL 

Have a fabulous day Mathew… Much love,
Kris : )

Mathew : birthing
about 16 hours later
Mathew said

That was a lovely post, Kris. Me thinks my seemingly empty path just led to one of those aforementioned friends ;-)

Have a fabulous day too!

Mathew xoxo

p.s  A few archived words of wisdom from my guides:

It is a weakness that we all have that we desire to do things on our own time schedule, in our own time frame. God holds the timing of all acts on earth. When the time is right, that is when things happen.


Practice meditation on a regular basis. Pray for guidance. Be at peace with yourself and the world. Allow love to guide you on your road - and let the road emerge before you without expectation or plan. Just accept the road as it emerges with grace and sincerity and you will find in time that you have found a life that is full of passion and interest and purpose.

Kris : Messenger of Light
about 20 hours later
Kris said

It's never one sided and always reciprocal in friendships… so thank you Mathew.

Great advise from your guides - I think I'll have to post this as a reminder to myself…

XO : )

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